My beautiful bride thought that after 6 full nights of racing and about 210 completed racing laps, that now was a good time to give some initial thoughts about being a race car driver.
Let's get the philosophical out of the way first. I have learned alot about myself, how I relate to people, how I share my faith, the ease and the difficulty of reflecting Christ and Him crucified in the midst of competition, and the needs of a true "getaway" on a regular basis. I truly hadn't realized how much I was lacking that regular "getaway." I have and continue to learn patience each week. Quick decision making is a crucial skill, especially when things happen on the track in the blink of an eye. That skill is being built, along with the numerous things that have to have your attention at any given moment on the track.
Not only had I hoped to be able to fulfill a personal dream, but to be able to share my love of racing with my wife and children and with those in my community. While Sarah was not terribly eager for this endeavor, she has become more than supportive from a distance. She actually is beginning to ENJOY going to the track. (Although I'm sure if you ask her, she would probably deny it.) (: My children are ecstatic when dad walks out from the pits to the stands to spend some time with them between races. Their excitement brings great joy to me. I am very thankful to the track that when we are down getting our awards and trophies that they allow my children to come celebrate with me. And getting that celebratory peck from my wife isn't so bad either.
I have already made some dear friends at the track that I hope remain that way for years to come. I've been given the opportunity to share the Gospel with them both at the track and away.
I've come a long way in knowing and understanding how my car handles and what I am able to do and not do as a driver. I have built comfortable and lasting relationships with everyone who has put a wrench to this car. We are truly a team, and I couldn't do it without them. That's why when something goes wrong, it must be OUR fault. When we have victories, they are OUR victories. We are responsible to and for each other. And I am grateful to all of my sponsors who have provided generously to make this dream a reality.
Just like in all sports there are discouraging moments and disappointments, but those pale in comparison to the great joy and happiness that surrounds going to the track Friday after Friday. We are competitive amidst many great competitors. We work together so that the fans will have a good show. I write this with all sincerity, it is an honor to race with each and every one of the Bumblebee drivers and a great privilege to be in the pits with every driver and crew member.
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